Monday, February 18, 2013

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I remember when checking the blogs of friends (you know who you are) was a thing I did daily. that seems to have changed. Probably around the time I stopped updating mine.

Why, I have no idea.

I guess this is more of a test than anything.

I'm curious if anyone will see this.

I have nothing to say really.

Something that has been bothering me lately is depression. Or something like it.

I'd never be so bold as to diagnose myself, but I've talked a bit before about how I get to feeling during the winter months.

Call it seasonal affective disorder or whatever you like. It feels very real to me and leads to myself feeling more cut off from everything and everyone than usual.

I start to think about it and it makes things worse.

I don't like it. it's like a 4-5 month long funk/rut that I just sort of...sleepwalk through.

So I guess I look forward to summer for more reasons than just warm weather.

Ok.

See ya.