Holding.
I have so much stuff in my head that I want to say, but I don't because when I think about it, it's the same old shit. I just want everyone to disappear for a long while so that I can think.
Instead.
Random thoughts:
1. I want to punch Gwen Stefani in the face repeatedly for being such an annoying talentless bitch. Also she's not that hot. women that have the bodies of 10 year old anorexic boys are not hot. Stop it people.
2. The Exquisite Death Of Saxon Shore by Saxon Shore is the best instrumental rock album ever written and recorded. If you don't agree, you are a SON OF A BITCH.
3. Christmas is overrated and I can't wait until this fake "Christmas cheer" fucks off and dies and people go back to being the same old greedy fucks they were before December came.
4. I'm not mad. Not at you. You're one of the good ones. Yeah, you're alright.
5. I'm going to bed. Goodnight sun.
Instead.
Random thoughts:
1. I want to punch Gwen Stefani in the face repeatedly for being such an annoying talentless bitch. Also she's not that hot. women that have the bodies of 10 year old anorexic boys are not hot. Stop it people.
2. The Exquisite Death Of Saxon Shore by Saxon Shore is the best instrumental rock album ever written and recorded. If you don't agree, you are a SON OF A BITCH.
3. Christmas is overrated and I can't wait until this fake "Christmas cheer" fucks off and dies and people go back to being the same old greedy fucks they were before December came.
4. I'm not mad. Not at you. You're one of the good ones. Yeah, you're alright.
5. I'm going to bed. Goodnight sun.
posted by D. at 2:39 p.m.
11 Comments:
You know...
Oh. I better send this next thought in an email.
Goodnight DanDDD.
Forgive my spelling, as this computer doesent have office....
Gwen sucks, her music sucks, I dont get what the fuss is all about anyways. Insturmental rock is good in small doses and the commercial end of Christmas is overrated and stupid. People need to take their heads out of their asses and realize how consumption bassed brainwashed they really are. No Johnny you dont need a Xbox 360 to enjoy the festive season.
Finally Fuck happy!!! yeah i said it.
Trevor, you just reminded me of one of my favourite quotes of all time.
From Kevin Kline's lips in French Kiss:
When people tell me they're happy my ass begins to twitch.
And now. I am going to the mall.
The mall that is probably more sucky than the one in Spruce Grove.
Christmas shopping really has become the bane of my existance.
that is a dumb quote.
Well aren't you a nasty little one...
1. Gwen Stefani... I don't know. I never really paid much attention to her.
2. The Exquite something - never heard of it so I'm probably a son of a bitch (pre sex change)
3. Christmas... I love Christmas. Some people don't. That's fine. Christmas is tradition where I'm from and everone stops instead of shops. This country tends to do that from time to time.
4. Not mad.. if you say so.
5. At least you see the sun during winter. I assume I'll see it again in February.
See, I don't really mind Christmas, I'll admit to getting that nice feeling on Christmas day when I'm around my extended family.
It's just the bullshit leading up to it, and the fact that the "festive" crap comes and goes like nothing.
I don't really need a holiday to feel that way, nobody should if you really think about it.
It's just silly and the entire day is made into a big deal when it really isn't.
I guess I've grown out of most of it.
Me too.
And I wish I had a buck for everytime you've told me that that quote is stupid. I would give them to you in the form of a really cool timepiece.
Shopping for anything anymore is tedious.
I better go check on the meat. That I'm cooking.
I'm glad you feel a little smile inside when you're with your extended family.
I just wish my sister and dad would stop bitching about the tree.
I have to disagree with Dan about the whole festive thing, I personally love it, I like the atmosphere, I enjoy the time and effort people put into putting up Christmas lights, the displays. I like walking into coffee shops or stores and hearing the “carol of the bells” possibly one of the greatest songs ever crafted.
Its one of the most beautiful times of year around hear anyways. Its darker longer, the snow looks cool, just everything about the season gets me. Also I find myself outside a lot more around this season. Besides dealing with the people, but how is that different than any other day, they annoy me just as much except there are more of them.
I can see why some people would hate it. There is a lot of junk associated with it but if the good stuff out ways the bad, in my books anyways.
I lost the Christmas feeling a few years ago. It was horrible. Everything was Christmas around me, I was making gingerbread houses, putting up decorations, giving presents and nothing. Not even a hint of Christmas feeling.
Luckily it came back the next year and every year after. But you do grow up and the expectations disappear a little more each year. They're replaced by "gotta do this, gotta buy that and don't forget..." - it becomes an obligation rather than a joy.
But it's once a year. When Christmas Eve comes and the church bells ring, it's Christmas. Everything is supposed to be done by then and no matter how stressed you've been before - when you're all dressed up standing out in the snow freezing your ass off while your mum is shouting it's dinner time but you just have to get out and hear the bells ring... Then it's Christmas. To me, that moment, is one of the greatest feelings there is...
Everything was Christmas around me, I was making gingerbread houses, putting up decorations, giving presents and nothing. Not even a hint of Christmas feeling.
I have this friend who is so wholly convinced that if you just do things to get in the spirit you will find yourself lost in it in no time at all. Everytime she tries to convince me of this I want to hold her face firmly between my hands while magically holding her fucking ears open for once and tell her to just listen to me for a minute-that with me I'm either 'feelin' it' or I'm not.
I've been lacking the 'feelin' it' thing for Christmas more and more every year.
I don't do those things to "get the feeling back", it's just what we always do and I like it. It's tradition.
But I know it doesn't matter what you do if you're not feeling it, it can come over night or it might not at all. It's not, for me at least, what you do that brings it out or keeps it away. I wish I knew what it was - I guess we're just all growing up.
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