7.2.05
For most of yesterday and all of today, I've been annoyed by everything.
I can't count the number of times I've wanted to tear the throat out of somebody, or rip them to pieces just for talking. Acting stupid or even looking at me.
I don't know why. Sure, people have always annoyed the hell out of me, but I can usually deal with it. This is different. It's scary.
Now I'm home and I can lock myself in my room until I have to face the world again tomorrow.
I think something is wrong with me.
I can't count the number of times I've wanted to tear the throat out of somebody, or rip them to pieces just for talking. Acting stupid or even looking at me.
I don't know why. Sure, people have always annoyed the hell out of me, but I can usually deal with it. This is different. It's scary.
Now I'm home and I can lock myself in my room until I have to face the world again tomorrow.
I think something is wrong with me.
posted by D. at 8:15 a.m.
4 Comments:
You know how I said, "It's just that I feel psycho," in that e-mail the other morning?
That is exactly what I meant. That I've been feeling like going completely ballistic. Which isn't quite normal for me either.
Maybe a change of scenery would help?
...But by 'scenery' I don't mean taking a chainsaw to your community.
Forgive me for sighing once again to you.
Sigh.
I can understand this frustration. There is nothing wrong with you D., you are probably giving a lot, and rather than recieving something for it, you are asked for more. It's the arrogance, the ignorance, and the stupidity that's bothering you.
Chill and think for a bit, and if you find that thinking just makes you more annoyed, vent. It's no use turning aggression into anger and hatred. It just makes you bitter (take it from the king of bitter himself). If you really want to vent, then do so. Just make sure there's no property damage or corpses left lying around.
If you really want to vent, then do so. Just make sure there's no property damage or corpses left lying around.
Heh heh...
Earlier today when I thought you had just signed off out of frustration I had begun an e-mail in which I was letting you know that if you feel inclined, you are more than welcome to vent to me. That I will listen. That I want to listen. That I will keep it private.
I sent you that other e-mail instead, when you signed back on...and, of course, that still applies as well.
I don’t know about everyone else but that feeling seems pretty normal to me anyways. I just don’t let it bother me too much, cause in the end you’ll come to the realization that people in general are stupid. Plus it’s not worth getting all bent out of shape over something that you cant change.
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